Sweet Jesus, what a week ( Read more... )

Aside from the fact that any day off work is a good day, I found out about another job (and got my paperwork in), I had a great 5 minute meeting when I dropped off my stuff at the library, I got to talk to mom and I took a nap ( Read more... )

I’m pretty sure I’ve cracked the cause of my ramped-up physical anxiety. Oddly, I think it’s to do with my recent attempts to be more Present in my life, more specifically, in the moments of my life. My day to day, mundane physical existence. This includes attempts to refrain from hiding with music, television, food, internet. Of course, I ( Read more... )

So my therapy homework was all about how I want to see myself, who I want to be, what I want to think about myself. Big breakthroughs, yadda, yadda. But as I was driving home, I stopped by the library and picked up some stuff I had waiting for me. And when I saw the random collection of items, I thought that would be a really great way to learn ( Read more... )

I need a break from my life. Could we just, for a second, stop the world? I don't even need to get off, I just need . . . a moment . . . a nanosecond . . . to just be Me. The Me that transcends the world, the Me that exists just because. The Me that is beyond language, beyond sense, beyond boundaries ( Read more... )

Didn’t set my alarm at all (usually set it later, but since I don’t work tomorrow either, I decided to live dangerously), and still woke up at 6. (Of course, I was then able to go back to sleep and sleep like the dead for about four hours. Pure bliss ( Read more... )

Spent the really hot part of the day after work taping private practice for mom. Big mistake. Because now I have a headache and a terribly stuffy nose. Honestly, I haven’t cried this much at a television show since John killed Aeryn on Farscape. (Nanna, do you remember that?) Not during the ‘Pink Mist’ ep of Grey’s. Not even when Leo died on ( Read more... )

Good news, I got off nearly an hour early. By two, my scheduled 'off' time, I had gone to the library, taken a shower, cracked the windows and turned on all the fans ( Read more... )